You did actually met up

It's like a dream that we actually met up after 2 years 

Everything is just like a dream 

Our pictures / the bracelet and the shampoo proof that it's not a dream

The gap between us is not about the age 

It's about you

I always believe that when you are in love

You are eager to share the story of your life

But what you did is keep things from me 

Never share your plan, your work and things that happened around you

You are pushing me away day by day

Tearing my heart apart

I cried most of the time when you ended the call

2016

Resolutions:

1. Wish the one i love will love me back.

2. Diet (which i carried forward from few years back and it's still every year's resolution)

3. Debt free

4. Travel

5. Perform well in my job

6. Be good to others

7. Stop being emotional

8. Travel

9. Learn cooking from mom 

10. Stay healthy

Love with pain

Wonder if our love is real

I cried all the time when you called me

I cried because I missed you

But you seem never realize it when i am sobing 

Or maybe you just don't give a damn? 

Oh well i am ready to move on now

Start a new life without you...  

I guess...

Couldn't let go

I was sad yesterday night

I wish you were here with me

I hope that you could pet on my head 

and tell me that everything will be alright

Unfortunately you are just so far away

I will never get a shoulder to cry on

I will never feel the touch on me 

How may times i have told myself 

to let go of you

But you always called up when I wanted to do so

Your voice had overcome everything

Include the idea of us seperating 

What should I do to stop loving you?

不捨得離開

你對她依依不捨的愛

對我造成了深深的傷害

也對

美好的結局

怎麼可能會發生在我身上呢？

在無數次的談話中

我都能聽出你對她的不捨

哪為何又要選擇和我在一起呢？

我好難過

聽你說著妳和她的往事

我哭了

你卻沒有聽出來

可見我在你心中的地位

是多麼的渺小

你對我不曾浪漫

有男生約我

你從來不會吃醋

你說這是因為你信任我

你真的在乎我嗎？

我告訴你我和我妹吵架了

我希望你會安慰我

鼓勵我

但你並沒有

或許我真的的應該下定決心

鼓起勇氣的離開。。。

Don't tell me that you love me

I asked a radom question: 

"What if one day I am gone?"

I was hoping you to said that you will find me

You will keep me with you or whatever sweet words that make me happy 

Guess what?

You said you will respect my decision

You will understand me 

You will not judge me

If you truly love someone 

How would you said that?

How would you let go of the love of your life?

Why are you so stingy with your love?

I cried when you told me about your ex

I can felt that how much she meant to you

How hurt you are when she leave you

How you miss the old time memories

When you are telling me all that 

My heart is broken to pieces 

Apparantely our current relationship are not strong enough to beat your past 

I am living in a bubble dreams

One touch on the bubble and it's gone

All the dreams and future that I have created on my head will gone 

Don't said that you love me if you are not sure about us...

Boom!

Received a happy news that one of my close friend are getting married this October! 

I am so excited and happy for her

In the meantime, it forced me to think about my destiny as well

This is the first time I felt the power of boom! 

Your girl

40 minutes 18 seconds 

Yes I time on our called again

Today we had our longest conversation ever

-10/08/2015-

LDR

Read someone post mentioning that

"Not to find a man that make you cried" 

I cried most of the time when we ended our phone calls

You laughed at me that 

I am always timing on our conversation

I know that you are trying hard to get things better 

I know that you have tried your very best to call me while you can

It's kind of sad that you did not inclide me on your future plan

When I am asking why do you need to work two jobs and get yourself so tired 

You was telling me your plan and none of it is about us. 

About our future

I am telling you the street race and you was saying that it's dangerous 

I was hoping you to stop me from going 

But

You are just you

You will never make a decision on behalf of me which i hope you will...

Stop asking me how was my day

Because the best thing throughout the day is when I get to talked to you...