I trust every word that you told me and found out it's all lies.

I hate myself for loving you

I hate that I can't control myself and keep texting you

I hate myself for missing your voice

I lost myself for loving you

I am equally the same as others whom you talked 

Love with no return :(

Finally... You are leaving

You leave without a reason

One year and nine month

It came to the end

You never said a word 

You just stop talking to me 

You did actually met up

It's like a dream that we actually met up after 2 years 

Everything is just like a dream 

Our pictures / the bracelet and the shampoo proof that it's not a dream

The gap between us is not about the age 

It's about you

I always believe that when you are in love

You are eager to share the story of your life

But what you did is keep things from me 

Never share your plan, your work and things that happened around you

You are pushing me away day by day

Tearing my heart apart

I cried most of the time when you ended the call

2016

Resolutions:

1. Wish the one i love will love me back.

2. Diet (which i carried forward from few years back and it's still every year's resolution)

3. Debt free

4. Travel

5. Perform well in my job

6. Be good to others

7. Stop being emotional

8. Travel

9. Learn cooking from mom 

10. Stay healthy