昨天和爷爷聊天的时候
他问我说
你几时要拍拖呀?
有男朋友了吗？
几时要结婚啊？

我回答他说
我不结婚了
我要做尼姑
他正经八百的说
你不要让你父母的事情影响你

我愣了一下
我没有想到
原来他那么在意这件事情
我好想安慰他说
不是那样的
不关大人们的事

是我自己
还没有找到
一个适合的人
或许正确一点的说
那个爱我的人
还没有出现

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Yesterday had a long chat with my grandpa over the phone
He was asking me how am I doing?
Got a boyfriend?
When am I will going out for a date
When am I going to get married...


I froze for a while and I joke to him
I told him that I am not going to get married
I wanna be alone forever
He was so worried

He told me that don't affect by my parents history
I just wish I could consult him that
No, nothing to do with their history
Is my problem

No one love me
No one come to me
Or I should said no one realize me neither

I was like left behind
Abandoned
Of course who don't want a better girl
Pretty
Charming
Good in social 
Sexy
Slimmer

I was out of all those critirea
I am totally disqualified

I won't just simply pick one guy and get along
If I can't find the one
I will rather be single and alone forever

Grandpa, don't worry
I will be good
You got a lots of granddaughter out there
They will get married and you will have plenty of grand grand son / grand grand daughter...


Love you grandpa
Like I always did....