Mom's Date

Having a conversation with Jonathan and his mom
This is the second time he introduce his mom to me
She was a great and pretty lady
I like her smile :)

Hmm some of you might guess who is Jonathan?
Oh yea, he is my friend that I knew from a learning website
We use to talk a lots to each others
We use to share our stuff
I means not dirty stuff
Just the way like a normal friend

He know my families and so do I

It had been a while we do not talk because both of us are busy
He used to sing me a song with his guitar for few hours
We use to make jokes and I love to talk to him...


It was great to see you back friend :)
 

Lovely Saturday

Today I celebrate Brian's late birthday with him
 Sorry that the celebration was delay
We been to a nice restaurant and I bought him nice lunch
 

Our Drinks

Our Starter

My main course

His main course

He bought me dessert and we both share :)

After the lunch we separate to have our own movie
Due to he love olympus fallen and i love GI Joe
Meet up again after the movie for the korean dinner

I am having a nice time :)

Happy weekend and Happy Saturday :)

Tired

I am so tired
In term of mind
In term of body

I wish to fly away
To a peaceful place
To a place that no one recognize me

Every morning I have to motivate myself to get up and work
Broke up with my bed :(
 

What the What

Please note that the below post might be rude. Kindly ignore if anyone can't accept it.

Damn it!

Working with one of my colleague only today 

Again 

Yea I said again because the same thing happen on yesterday

Suppose to have 9 of us in the office

Today only 3 of us

2 on medical leave

1 on emergency leave

1 on sales trip 

1 on leave

I am fine if there is no one working as I still can take the workload

But I don't like to work with hypocrite

I don't like to deal with those people that people like to put assumption since they don't know what's happening

-The End-

Rough day

Congratulation Adel
You control your emotional and temper very well today!

You never fight back and just remain silent which is good

Today was a rough day for me
Alone in the office with my boss
Contract day and i am tired

觉得自己正在面临人生的低潮
大部分的朋友都少有成就了
自己却依然在原地踏步
一无所成

有时回想
自己一直坚持的梦想
会实现吗？
以我现在的能力
根本存不了什么钱

是时候
认真的对待生活了

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I guess is the time to face my life seriously 
Some of my friend found what they want in their career
Except me

I work because of people need to work
I work because I need to survive
I got no interested on my job 

I can't even save money from my current job
How am i going to achieve my dream?

Planning to go for a working holiday either in Australia, New Zealand or Canada
I don't care just wanna leave the current situation
Wish i could just pack my bag and run away

Adel, you got to believe that one day 
DREAM will come true
Stay strong....

 

This few days you speak less to me
I don't know what happen and I guess I allow myself get use to your present
I was waiting and waiting for your message
I know some of you might question 
Why don't you send him a text?
Oh yea I don't like to do that
I am not that kind of person
I will only keep waiting 

I guess I am not suppose to allow myself to be so serious in it
It might be a game
Previous experience thought me a lesson
Do not trust people easily
But my heart betray me all the time
 

Waiting

Saw a couple in the bus when I am on my way home
The girl sleep on her husband shoulder
It was so lovely

Dear my prince,

Where are you? Are u lost when you are on your way?

Careless

I don't know what happen to me today
I am so careless for everything
For the contract, for the booking and the e-mail correspondence

The more I wanna do the best the more I made mistake
Adeline! What happen to you?

Today I did not talk more in the office
I remain silence and do my work quietly
But still
There is a mistake...

I felt bad..
In everything...
 

Gonna learn how to control my emotion
Try to learn how to avoid sadness and make myself happy

I wish i could share all my stuff with you guys
But please do know that I am not that kind of lovely person
I don't know how to start a conversation with peoples
But I like you guys
I like all of you...

 



 

Mattta Fair 15-17 March 2013

A part of Legoland's layout

This is how our booth look like

One of the big travel agent during the fair

There are place for the kids to build their creativity and imagination

Look at their name tag. So creative!

Mom suddenly ask me:"are you okay from your period?"
I can't control myself and i raised up my voice
"No i am not fine. I am waiting you to concern about me but now only u asked me?"

As a mom she never offer to help me unless I open my mouth and ask
I know that yea if i don't tell her she will not know
But why can't she pay some attention to her daughter?

I felt bad when every time i raised up my voice to her
But i just can't control myself

Since young i work part time job to pay for my study by my own
When i graduate from college i started to look for a job immediately
I give her extra household money every month
Like it was a compulsory

But myself i can save a single sen for my own

I know i should not blame
I am sorry mom

Today is a bad day for me...

Period pain, i woke up few times at night 
Can't sleep well..

I hope that everything are fine for me...
 

To

Not the one

A lovely friend comment a lovely post on my facebook wall

He is my best buddy
Too bad that we are not the one for each others.

Prince with a white horse?
Nay, I hope we both find our own prince and princess one day

All the best and I love you my buddy :)

Please don't wait for me to talk to you guys first
I am the kind of waiting people to chat me
Because I don't know what time they will be free
I don't know what time they are busy

Please don't think that I never talk to you guys that means I don't care
I do care
A lots
Just i don't wish to become so annoying

Anytime, if feel like want to talk to me
Please send me a text message...

Saturday

It was a busy Saturday
I spend my time with families in the morning
Having breakfast together before having my hair cut

Spend my afternoon with one of my lovely friend "Albee"
We went to had our Korean food 
Forgot to take picture due to we was so hungry

Spend my night with "Wai Kit"
We went for a nice dinner 
Share our stuff and watched a nice movie

We appreciated every chance of our met up
It was like there is no others chance angymore
We use to chit chat in front of my house
For an hour

I wish that I got the guard to give him a hug
Tell him that no matter what happen
I will be there for you...

Thanks for the lovely saturday guys
I love you all....
 

Raining while on the way for our lunch

Just did my hair cut make it more short

Dinner with Wai Kit

It makes me think of someone

Sales Blitz

Sales Blitz
Tired 
Keep walking to cover some of the banks in KL area
Not in the office
A lots of work still pending
I learned a lots from the blitz
Meet some new peoples


The weather is so damn hot!

Why are the weather are so hot?
Maybe heat cause people have bad temper
No matter my colleagues or my friends

I guess I am more bad temper than them
But now i try to control myself
I told myself that If i release my temper to others people
They will be sad and they are innocent
They don't deserve the stress and tension that i have it myself
 
I was so freaking busy today
A lots of phone calls
A lots of pending stuff and 
I am alone in the office

But i try to stay calm 
Try to convince myself that If i am stress or angry
I still can't get my work done in short period and 
I need to suffer for my own temper

Adel is trying to be a good girl to herself now
Trying to love herself more better...

-No one should love you like you love yourself.-
 

Can't get rid of you

Since when you talk more lesser and lesser to me
I know that is too naive for me to put us on hope
But....
I just can't get rid of you!

Wish that my heart is strong enough to delete you from my mind
Wish that we never chat with each others
Wish that we are just a normal simple friend
Maybe for you
We are...

Remember that what I told you?
I am just a nobody for you
I got no right to ask you anything
What i can do is stay there and be there
In case...
You need me

The dream of prince and princess will never be true
There is no fairy tale in the world...

Adeline, Please wake up
You are not a princess...

Naive

I am always so naive
I trusted people easily
I believe what they told me
End up
Get cheated

Maybe I care too much
Maybe I always take it seriously
For others
They just play a fool with me

I am so dumb
I always dream to have a simple life
But life doubt me
I am so stupid

This is the 5 times get cheated
I don't know why people choose to cheated on me

:(

Best Buddy

I am glad that i knew you
We used to hang out together
Watch movie
Search for nice food
Jungle tracking
and a lots

Thanks for cheer me up when I was down
Thanks for your understanding and always pampered me
You are such a great friend of me

Friendship forever buddy...

笑着流泪