Hello 2013

Hello 2013! 

Let's create a


 TO DO LIST for 2013

-Save money
-Change a job that I am interested in 
-Travel to at least one place 
-Diet!

MUST DO LIST 2013

-Learn how to love myself more
-Control my emotion
-Learn how to forgive and forget
-Stay happy
-Control my bad temper
-More Hardworking



HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 EVERYONE...

MAY ALL YOURS WISHES COME TRUE AND HAVE A GREAT YEAR A HEAD!

LOVE 

Glad to talked to you again

You know it was a long while since our last long chat
I was glad to have you with me on the last day of 2012
We used to chat a lots of stuff
Shared our life and some culture exchange

Because of you, i knew a few words of Hungarian
Because of you i knew that there was a country in the world called
Hungary

We use to always chat for long hours
Until you move to Budapest to continue your study

It was glad to know you and i know that our  friendship will
last longer 
You are always one of my favorite friend

I wish you all the best in the new year and
Success in everything!     



 

Sometimes i take things to personal i think
It was my mistake
I am sorry

Omg! I never expect that there will be a lots of comments and likes on one of my facebook post...

 I love all the peoples around me.
Many of them bright up my day and little of them push me down
No matter what it is, how good and how bad they are
Thanks for being a part of me...


 

BB Boy I will always love you

突然惊觉
原来
明天你就要回家了
时间真的过的好快好快。。。

好想与你谈心
好想与你拥抱
无奈
你去了舅舅哪里

从小
我们就已经习惯了分离
我以为
我可以满不在乎
我以为
我可以装潇洒
但原来
我不能

你知道吗
其实
姐姐好爱你
只是
我不擅于表达
我觉得爱无需表达

希望你回家后
好好的照顾自己
谢谢你
成为我生命中的一分子
让我的生活
因为有你
而变得不一样。。。

永远爱你

Time fly
You gonna leave me and go back to our hometown
 Just realize that I love to hug you, I love to talked to you
Wish to give you a big hug now and tell you that how much I love you
Unfortunately you are at uncle's house now
Tomorrow i have to get up earlier to work...
Don't wish to wake you up early in the morning...

I thought that we used to separate
We use to stay apart
I don't even give a damn when you are leaving me 
I am wrong
I hate that feeelings
I gonna wait for another year to meet with you again!

Baby, I love you so much...
 Thanks for being a part of my families and thanks for being my brother.
You are the gift from god and I will always love you...

 

 
 
 

Thanks for your concern

Every time when i log in to my blog
I felt happy that I saw someone concern about me
At least he show he care...

I liked to hide all my stuff to others
When they asked me are you ok
I definitely will answer:" Yea, I am Fine" and gave them a smile
I seldom give my blog to others, because I feel that they never care

I appreciated all your concern and I am glad :)

Thanks once again... Love 

Domenico Natale

Met new friend today.
Mr Silly what i called him :)
A nice guy from Italy.

We had one hour Skype together with him and his sister.
We act funny and silly...
It was so surprised that Italian and Malaysian can make a real friend..

We promised each other that we should cam at least once a week
To release our stress...

Looking forward for our next date :) 

 

Warmest Greetings from far away

Thanks Sanjar for sending me those lovely pictures
I am lucky that I met you among all the peoples
You are a quite and lovely friend for me 
Although we never exchange skype (Oh yea just realize you got skype today)
Although we didn't speak to each others often
I will still miss you when you are not on facebook :)

First picture during my April Birthday....

Second picture while I complaint i need another picture to exchange

Christmas and New Year Greetings...

I am wondering what's next?

Looking forward and it always make me smile :)

Thanks friend...

Mom's first birthday cake

Mom's second birthday cake

:)

Hmm..Glad that we are families...

 

Both wearing "Mickey Mouse"

She is happy :)

:p

I am wonder for those who love my character will they hate me after they saw this post?
I am selfish and I don't like sharing...
I am bossy and Jealousy...

Just saw my ex schoolmate took picture with a guy that I used to know..
 I can feel that they are happy from the picture and I started to get jealous...
Of course they are not in a relationship..

I guess they are working together now, so called colleague.
I am sorry I act that way..

What I don't get I don't wish others people to get it too...
Yea, no doubt i know my heart is black in color and it got a small space

I don't wish to saw those picture like that... :(

 

Love me or Hate me

Love me or Hate Me, I am still gonna shine...

Everyone thought that I got a positive attitude
Show my smile all the time
Who knows that my heart is bleeding and I am hurt badly...

I am glad that some of my friends and families accept the way I am
Never request me to change

I been noticed that some of the peoples started to build a wall between me and them
I thought they already know who I am by the time we meet...

Force myself to pretend nothing
Maybe there is some misunderstanding between us

Whatever, just accept what it is... 
I am tired of explain...

Let it be...


强逼自己假装不在乎
不在乎周围的变化
一直提醒自己说
没关系
这一切
都会过去

是吗？
哪我现在在干嘛？

或许是我多疑吧

继续假装不在乎。。。。
 

I hate their visit

I hate them!
I hate their visit!
I don't care whatever relatives!
I don't care!!!

:( 

I can't control my temper when I saw them
I really hate that feelings!

I am sorry if I treat you guys rude...
I really don't like you guys...

Happy B'day Mom!

Happy Birthday Mom!
You know that I always love you right?
Thanks for pampered me to become such a bad girl :p

I love you guys :) Muakx!

 

Thanks for be a part of my life :)

Gosh! Should comb my hair :p

Lovely O.O

Does we look alike??

Doomsday

A lots of rumours saying that 22.12.2012 will be the Doomsday (The End of the World)
Some of the peoples started to store groceries, food and candles
I am not sure that is this truth or it was just a rumour
I am still doing what I suppose to do
Continue my daily life and Waiting for Christmas to come...

Let it be...

 

Thing goes wrong

I guess something wrong with me this few days
Too emotional? 
I don't know

Whatever, just leave me alone
Let me live the way I am...

I really wish to start all over again...

 

好想从新来过
可以吗？

总觉得自己把事情想得太简单了
开始怀疑
梦想会实现的一天吗?  

这就是我要的人生吗？
矛盾
 

Hope that I can make it!

Hello, Salvador- Brazil! :)

I promised Claudio that I am going to visit him on 2014.
Just checked the flight and found out that it was super duper expensive!
Gonna work more harder to save money. 
Perhaps, some part time job...
Luckily he offer me to stay with him

Claudio, I am trying my best...
I hope that I won't disappoint you.

Hello, Salvador, Brazil!

Again, I saw her posted a picture
I started to jealous again...
I know that I should be happy for her
But I just can't do that...

Should I delete her from my facebook?
She got nothing to do with me, we are so kind called friend
A friend that only met each others once

Okay, whatever....

Facing a very hard situation.
I guess I am not good enough to make my own decision.
I always influence by others
I need someone to explain to me
I need someone to advice me...

Am i too young to make such decision?
I don't know what is in my mind...
I don't know what happen to me...

I am lost.....

Jealousy is not good

Just found out something and i was shock

Well, Adeline

Don't jealous at others people

It is not good...

Arh!!!!

Money is EVIL

Quarrel with families last night

On the 1st of December

Thought it could be a great month :(

All because of the money

Yea MONEY

Got my salary yesterday

Take out part of it to pay mom for the house rental and my bills

I couldn't afford to give her any single sen extra

I was only left MYR400 with me for the entire month

I knew that I gonna cut all my entertainment...

No movies, No shopping and No nice food

Fine

Mom was mad at me because I din't gave her any household for this month

I was very dissapointed and wondering

With the MYR400 how can I afford to gave her any extra?

I was mad as well, I yeld at her and said: Could you please understand me? There is not compulsory to give!" 

I can't hold my tears and I cried whole night

I was dissapointed and sad

Mom keep saying that she won't borrow me any money anymore

Because I use the money to paid her back but I cut off her household

Sister came and yield at me as well

Saying that I should gave mom household without failed

Did anyone think about me?

Did anyone understand my situation?

They never put themselves on my shoes

Therefore they will nevcr understand my difficulties

End up judge me by what they saw

So called familes that build with Money

-The End-