Is this real?

I have no idea why I drop my tears 

When I told you that I miss you

I am not sure if this shit is real 

I don't even have your number

We don't always text and we don't always talk neither

Whatever just let it be.

Why can't I

Why can't I just stay strong and control my tear?

Why can't I learn to be more good in socialize?

Why can't I learn how to be transparent to my boss?

Why can't I?

I am trying to help others department but end up they complaint about me

Being sarcastic to me

Change the story

Why am i so naive to believe on them?

I really don't wish to look weak in front of my boss!

Adeline, you are failed! :(

Back to Shell

Finally, I am back to the place where I think it's safe for me

I am back to my shell where I can hide myself

Current working environment is good

Boss issue are fixed and getting better

Colleagues are fine and 

I am enjoy!

Life with parents are good 

and looking forward to my Syedney trip

little step ahead to my dream

and I believe that more to come!

P/S: This is only for whom it may concern....

See ya!

New year - 2014

New year new start! 

I am officially 24 by April this year

I feel old 

As usual should list down my "To Do List" for this year and review back the "To Do List" for last year.

* Diet

* Travel once a year

* Saving

* Be a lady

* Work Hard

* Be good to myself

* Control my temper

* Be more alert

* Be good to everybody

Ade, in order to success you must willing to sacrified. Nothing can't be done if you have faith. 

" I rater be tired than broke" 

芬言瘋語

想想覺得這個世界好奇妙

人為甚麼會有生老病死呢

某些人一定會回答說

因為這是自然界的定律啊

不然這個世界上以後都全是老人啦

好吧也對

可是 我可以不要成為定律的一分子嗎？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFxe3fdFslk

On the previous post I just mentioned that I am happy
I guess I should control myself not to chat him on the skype
I don't know why I just felt insecure and I feel that something's wrong
But I was just so stubborn
I want to know why and I need to have an explanation so that I can pick up my heart and move on

See, like what I said people dumb me all the time
I don't need to know the reason why they dumb me
But I just need them to tell me that they are leaving me

I am a strong girl
I will put a lots of pastel on my heart 
It will recover soon
 

Finally after 3 months I join the company

I got the chance to went for my orientation

I love this company so much

Just hope that my boss will give me a chance

Don't be too harsh and be nice to me

So that I get the chance to stay for more longer

I am trying so hard to understand why

Why she does not like me

But it's okay

I will fix this

I will try harder and harder 

Let her know that I am sincere to work with her

I just wish that there is some spell that I can perform 

So that everything will run smooth

I am having a complicated feelings now

Feel happy and sad

Finally my friend got her visa

She is going to have her new life in Australia with her boyfriend

I knew that long distance relationship is killing her 

I am happy for her

But sad that she is going to leave me soon

She is one of my close friend 

Besides that I am envy of her too

Anyway, I will always be here for her

I feel good today

Feel so thankful

Thanks for all the people in my life

No matter good or bad 

They make me more stronger and stronger

I was learning how to let go

Don't care too much

My boss started to like me 

I have faith that we can get along

Luckily I never give up

Whatever it is today I am in the mood 

I will keep up tomorrow

Practice my french with a guest from the 

Embassy of french

It is so good to have someone to speak other language

I love my life

Lately I saw a lots of people is enjoying life with their partner

It was so good to have someone to share your life with

I am still alone