Love me harder

I am falling for you

I cried all the time when we are about to end our conversation so that you could go to work

You pampered me and tolerate me

Never force me to do something that I don't feel like doing

You laughed when I said something funny

That's the moment when I felt I am special and in love

Although I can't get to hide in your arms when I am down 

Although I unable to feel you in person 

Hope one day we could make it together

I am happy when everythime we talked about future and you include me in your plan

It sounds like things gonna work out soon 

Meantime I feel insecure as well

How many times I have falled for a wrong guys?

Are you really single?

Do you have a kids with you?

 

What I know about you is your full name (which I am not sure is that true) 

Or

Your citizenship.

Best of luck Ade

Hope everything will be fine

Since past few weeks

I feel something wrong with my tummy

I don't feel comfortable

But I got no courage to go for a check up

What if something went wrong?

What if it's a big deal?

Will I die? 

Do I need to operate? 

Full of question marks and I can't sleep well at night

I will go on this Saturday

I don't want to be a chicken anymore

Hope everything is fine and I am over thinking...

2015

Time flies and here come 2015

Gonna make it short and share my reaolutions just like what I used to do on the first day of the year:

#Save money

#Diet

#Own a house

#Travel

#Control my temper

#No more overtime at work

#Not borrowing money from peoples

#Be kind and understanding 

Is this real?

I have no idea why I drop my tears 

When I told you that I miss you

I am not sure if this shit is real 

I don't even have your number

We don't always text and we don't always talk neither

Whatever just let it be.

Why can't I

Why can't I just stay strong and control my tear?

Why can't I learn to be more good in socialize?

Why can't I learn how to be transparent to my boss?

Why can't I?

I am trying to help others department but end up they complaint about me

Being sarcastic to me

Change the story

Why am i so naive to believe on them?

I really don't wish to look weak in front of my boss!

Adeline, you are failed! :(

Back to Shell

Finally, I am back to the place where I think it's safe for me

I am back to my shell where I can hide myself

Current working environment is good

Boss issue are fixed and getting better

Colleagues are fine and 

I am enjoy!

Life with parents are good 

and looking forward to my Syedney trip

little step ahead to my dream

and I believe that more to come!

P/S: This is only for whom it may concern....

See ya!

New year - 2014

New year new start! 

I am officially 24 by April this year

I feel old 

As usual should list down my "To Do List" for this year and review back the "To Do List" for last year.

* Diet

* Travel once a year

* Saving

* Be a lady

* Work Hard

* Be good to myself

* Control my temper

* Be more alert

* Be good to everybody

Ade, in order to success you must willing to sacrified. Nothing can't be done if you have faith. 

" I rater be tired than broke" 

芬言瘋語

想想覺得這個世界好奇妙

人為甚麼會有生老病死呢

某些人一定會回答說

因為這是自然界的定律啊

不然這個世界上以後都全是老人啦

好吧也對

可是 我可以不要成為定律的一分子嗎？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFxe3fdFslk

On the previous post I just mentioned that I am happy
I guess I should control myself not to chat him on the skype
I don't know why I just felt insecure and I feel that something's wrong
But I was just so stubborn
I want to know why and I need to have an explanation so that I can pick up my heart and move on

See, like what I said people dumb me all the time
I don't need to know the reason why they dumb me
But I just need them to tell me that they are leaving me

I am a strong girl
I will put a lots of pastel on my heart 
It will recover soon
 

Finally after 3 months I join the company

I got the chance to went for my orientation

I love this company so much

Just hope that my boss will give me a chance

Don't be too harsh and be nice to me

So that I get the chance to stay for more longer

I am trying so hard to understand why

Why she does not like me

But it's okay

I will fix this

I will try harder and harder 

Let her know that I am sincere to work with her

I just wish that there is some spell that I can perform 

So that everything will run smooth