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On the previous post I just mentioned that I am happy
I guess I should control myself not to chat him on the skype
I don't know why I just felt insecure and I feel that something's wrong
But I was just so stubborn
I want to know why and I need to have an explanation so that I can pick up my heart and move on

See, like what I said people dumb me all the time
I don't need to know the reason why they dumb me
But I just need them to tell me that they are leaving me

I am a strong girl
I will put a lots of pastel on my heart 
It will recover soon
 

Finally after 3 months I join the company

I got the chance to went for my orientation

I love this company so much

Just hope that my boss will give me a chance

Don't be too harsh and be nice to me

So that I get the chance to stay for more longer

I am trying so hard to understand why

Why she does not like me

But it's okay

I will fix this

I will try harder and harder 

Let her know that I am sincere to work with her

I just wish that there is some spell that I can perform 

So that everything will run smooth