I figure out the best way for me to express myself
is through blogging again.
I guess my anxiety and depression got serious
The nerve is eating me so badly that I have to constantly
practice the breathing technics and hoping that it will go away

It all started when I accepted the new role
You must be thinking
Why do you accept it at the first place when you don't like it
The thing is I am not a quitter and I want to give it a try
If I can't do it then I will just leave it

I wanted to give myself a chance....