6.7.15

Love me harder

I am falling for you
I cried all the time when we are about to end our conversation so that you could go to work
You pampered me and tolerate me
Never force me to do something that I don't feel like doing
You laughed when I said something funny
That's the moment when I felt I am special and in love

Although I can't get to hide in your arms when I am down 
Although I unable to feel you in person 
Hope one day we could make it together

I am happy when everythime we talked about future and you include me in your plan
It sounds like things gonna work out soon 

Meantime I feel insecure as well
How many times I have falled for a wrong guys?
Are you really single?
Do you have a kids with you?
 
What I know about you is your full name (which I am not sure is that true) 
Or
Your citizenship.

Best of luck Ade

Hope everything will be fine

Since past few weeks
I feel something wrong with my tummy
I don't feel comfortable
But I got no courage to go for a check up
What if something went wrong?
What if it's a big deal?
Will I die? 
Do I need to operate? 
Full of question marks and I can't sleep well at night

I will go on this Saturday
I don't want to be a chicken anymore
Hope everything is fine and I am over thinking...